Fasting
This week I intentionally ignored my girlfriend, perhaps because I felt guilty at having cheated on her or perhaps because I've reached a point where I'm tired of her shit. I was seriously contemplating breaking up with her for fucking up my New Year...I mean how theb fuck can you drag me off to some concert, which I paid for, then an hour past midnight tell me that you're tired and want to go home? WTF?
And then in the morning when a brotherman wants some New Years Day pussy you tell me that you tired? WTF? I something wrong with me or is this woman just working on my nerves.
Perhaps it should also be added that since I kissed Carissa, I've picked up on my girlfriend's weak points. I'm not being total asshole because I've put up with her shit for close one a year and since we've started living together shit has intensified to such an extent that at times I feel trapped.
So this is the reason for the fast. To be honest, I've not even missed the sex because now I've got more energy in the mornings.
Will meet her later tonight to see if we can squash out something.
First post for 2006 and I'm feeling....
Like dumping my girlfriend although it's unlikely. I don't know why but the last time I saw her she just seemed to annoy me a lot. We spent New Years Eve together- she slept over at my place but the thing is she was annoying as fuck the whole evening.
It started off with her demanding that we go to a music concert for New Years Eve which turned out to be shitty- I hate crowds on New Years Eve. Secondly we hooked up with her best friend and her boyfriend at this concert...I hate double dates.
Then we had to leave when her best friend and said boyfriend wanted to leave which was totally fucked up considering I parted with quite a lot of money for the tickets also considering that she was stressing me the whole day to buy the tickets.
Now a few posts back I mention this other girl I met while I was on holiday, the thing is I haven't spoken to her all of yesterday which should be some sort of a good sign.
I don't know how it came to this but pretty tired of my girlfriend's shit and to think we'll be celebrating our anniversay in a couple of weeks.
It should be said that I'm feeling good about work.
